Living the Vazzy Life.

How About You?

2012-01-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

2nd day of Chinese New Year,

I'm lying here waiting for the bf that takes forever to come to my house.

I really hate waiting.

Camwhoring and blogging out of boredom thanks to him, he's killing me. LOL

BTW, I had a great day spending CNY updating with the Vaz and Chung family yesterday,

How about you?

Happy Chinese New Year!

2012-01-22T15:52:00.000+08:00

Okay, it's Chinese New Year's eve and as everyone is busy meeting up with the families and some already have the reunion dinner, here I am, blogging like a boss.

I came home on Friday and helped out Mum for her cookies business. The poor Mum was suffering this year, as she got the same amount of orders but no labour at all. The sister went to China and I was studying in Subang. We were all so worried but, luckily we managed to finish up everything yesterday!

Mum finally did all the last minute CNY shopping yesterday night and this morning, and now she'd hired the part time maid to do the spring cleaning for us. LOL we're not lazy, just that we're exhausted! BTW, I spent the morning grooming myself, and painted my nails red with a touch of mandarin orange colour for CNY!

Finally I'm feeling the CNY spirit!

"Why change the layout?!"

"The previous one was so bubbly, so you!!!"

Such words might come across your mind when you're seeing my page now. First, I'm bored of seeing the same layout for more than a year now. And second, yes orange-polkadots is a very 'Wendy' style, but it's like a kiddy "Wendy" style. So, why not change it on Chinese New Year?! Heng heng mah!

I personally find that my blog posts are getting more and more less childish and in fact, I look more deep within everything now. So I just wanna make it more like the current me. Not to bright, but with a touch of cartoons for the background. :)

There'll be a lot more changes on my blog from time to time, I'd created a page on Facebook but it's under process to update all the info and stuffs. Will inform you when it's ready so that you can like on it okay? Do support!

And finally, have a great meal and great gathering with your lovely family, and have a great CNY people!

Do stay safe while driving and playing fireworks,

and be lucky and prosperous while gambling! :)

- Love, the fatty us.

I Won't Give Up.

2012-01-19T03:04:00.000+08:00

Carwash.

It's the middle of the night and here I am, blogging like I've no class tomorrow. Well, my eating and sleeping time has become very irregular since the beginning of the semester. I'd been napping throughout the evenings and waking up during the midnight, which actually made me forget my dinner.

I'd got a bad time table but the best lecturers this semester. I really mean it when I said best because, they're one of the most dedicated and hardworking ones. But, due to that I'm having a lot of additional homework as compared to my friends. Yes, it's pretty tiring and stressful though it's only the second week.

The view out of my window, which is also the reason I chose not to move to a single room with the risk that I might have a new roommate after CNY.

Every night before I sleep, or each time I'm tired or full of thoughts, I love to sit on my bed and just view out there. Watching at the fast cars on the highway, the bright lights, sometimes the moon or the cloudy sky, it just makes me feel better. I am glad that God has guided me to be pretty positive about everything that I am facing right now. I won't give up!

It's a beautiful song by Jason Mraz, yet again.

1 more year to 20.

2012-01-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I'd been wanting to update since Thursday but blimey, class has started and I'd been super busy! Ah well, since my main purpose of blogging today is about my 19th birthday, I shall stop ranting and maybe blog about it on another post. Now, focus on the 19-year-old blogger here!

JSYK, my birthday falls on the 11th of January. It's on a Wednesday and my class starts on the day, so I had a simple dinner with the family prior leaving. At least I get to have a simple celebration with them right? The whole family and the bf was there, except for the second sis who had flew to China earlier this year.

The cute nieces, always the ones that lighten up our day.

Gift from the Mum and sis, a white Baby-G. :D

After getting back to Subang, the few and I went to college for our Ontario university application issue. We went to Pyramid after that. I suggested Wong Kok for lunch since it was 3 days before my birthday and we could get the giant milk tea. Everyone was excited to see the milk tea!

BTW, the Wong Kok in Sunway Pyramid has the birthday giant milk tea offer as long as it's your birth month, only in the outlet though. :)

I was staying at Baby's place until class started, his classes started on Monday though. Staying over here is always simple yet sweet, I really love the sweet mornings being woken up by him and sending him off! :3

On the night before my birthday, Baby and I was just randomly chatting and crazying after a Harry Potter session and suddenly he just started singing Happy Birthday to me. Well, being the gf of this very spontaneous and crazy guy, I felt nothing about it. I'm not heartless kay? Just that I'm too used to it. LOL Then he said he wanna get a drink before sleeping. And...

He came in with a present!

I was like really???!!! Then I started laughing and laughing and....cried. LOL My friends would have known it, judging my easily-cry-over-any-happy-or-sad-issue personality. I was just shocked by him, being too used to his not romantic personality, this was already enough. Though I already kinda even knew the gift.

It's a fragrance, like I told him before that I'd want but it's his mission to choose one. After all, he's the only one I'd like to impress. So, he chose Anna Sui, Flight of Fancy. Something I'd spotted before.

My first ever fragrance, some thing that baby likes and fortunately, I like too! ;)

I arrived at my unit some time after midnight, after having bak kut teh with baby and wondering around in the car, and when I opened my unit door, my housemates and a couple of other friends sang the happy birthday song for me. I'm kinda surprised! :)

On the birthday morning, class started. I'd been pretty free on the first day thanks to my sucky new time table, but many of the coursemates wishes me wherever I went. Nothing much to describe, just a simple, happy day.

And then at night, the Casa scholars decided to have a meal together for a celebration. They said, no surprise for me since I would have expected it. LOL 19 of us went that day, in such a big group and we chose a restaurant in Summit USJ called Mandy's. 19 people on my 19th birthday celebration? What a coincident!

We walked into some costumed God of Fortune people there, I guess they're from the Summit event group. They asked Charmaine to fill some forms and then took an instant film with us. I wasn't really interested until they wanted to take photo. LOL

That's Charmaine who had her birthday on 6th, we cut the cake together! :)

I am the queen of the day!!!

iSweep Panorama, it's the best occasion to use it. LOL

Mandy babe, your shop?!

And that's all of the 'special' things about my birthday. I would say, those are simple yet sweet things that happened. I don't really expect a fancy birthday or whatsoever, as long as I have the ones that I love with me and I grow old safely and healthily. Though seriously, I feel super old now. And hmmm which girl doesn't love surprise? LOLOLOL But seriously, thanks to my friends in BP, Subang, family and the bf for the sweet gifts and celebrations that really lighten my 19th birthday.

I really appreciate all the wishes I received either on my birthday or before/after that, face to face or on the phone, Facebook or Twitter. In fact, I blocked my wall so that my timeline wouldn't be flooded, NOT THAT I'M PROUD PEOPLE! Seriously, I'm gonna thank all who had commented via FB message soon, am really busy now. :S

Lastly, a gift from my beloved housemate, Nachal. :)

No, I'm not 19 yet!

2012-01-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

Last few months when I thought of my birthday in January, I was all excited and was just annoying my friends about it. I never really thought about the age I'm getting into - 19! I didn't really think of myself going to be so close to 20 years old, just one more year and I'll be 20. OMFG this is sooo scary!

Btw, on the 3rd of January, the girls planned an outing with me to celebrate my birthday earlier, since many including myself will be unavailable on the exact day. Wan Yi opened an event on FB and invited others to celebrate for me (without wanting me to know), but sadly in the end the surprise was ruined since it's obvious that it's January and they're asking me out, in a huge gang.

The venue chosen was actually La France before they realized the restaurant do not open on Tuesdays, so it's switched to Papazi instead. Great, I got to eat the pork burger that I'd been craving since a long time ago! Just by looking at it make you salivate didn't it? Arghh.... I'm hungry again! You know, I'm so thick-skinned that I asked, "So today got cake or not?" LOL

I guess the girls are fed up of me being so thick skinned that they started shooting me on Facebook. At first, Callie checked in and said I'm the one who asked them out.

I was like "Okay~~" Then I ignored. However a few minutes later my phone's notification kept popping up and look what I found, the comments they dropped went way over!

I really don't know what to say about it when I saw it. I really thought they're really cute and so damn funny and, why can they be so creative when they're pranking people? I wanted to look angry but I failed, I just gave them the =.= stare and dropped a 'mean' comment with my usual style. LOL!

Well, as expected, they did prepare a cake for me! It's my first time having a birthday celebration much earlier then my exact birth date.

Forced to bite the candle out,

Is it my terrible skin condition the reason I'm safe from cream on my face?

Or you gals just don't wanna bully me because I'm fierce? :P

Then, we camwhored, and camwhored, and camwhored!

From Celia's iPad!

Trying to make Callie look as though she has long curly hair. LOL

The celebration wasn't just all. If you'd notice the comment screen shot just now, the girls actually brought me to BP Mall to get me my birthday gift. They spotted a winter jacket for me but they weren't sure about the size.

Apparently, the one they spotted really fit just nice. They forced me to take this one because I'm expected to continue to gain weight after I go to Canada.

I know, it's weird to get a winter jacket THIS early right? But seriously, a so 'home-y' person like me will definitely get homesick and miss all these girls when I'm away. So gonna wear it whenever I miss them! But also, I guess their real motive was to make sure I don't forget them.

Thanks for the so-called 'forced' birthday celebration and the gift girls, I'm gonna list all of you here one by one to really thank you.

Pao, Wen Qi, Mandy, Hui Wen, Xin Yue, Celine, Bang Yin, Callie,

Nelly, Celia, Wan Yi, Charmaine, Shin Lei, Fong Yee, E-chuen, Vivian

Sincerely, I love you!

The End, a New Beginning.

2012-01-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

Remember I posted about me having a blast on December 31st? The wonder of me having such great friends did not just stop that day, they continued to surprise me a few days later! Well I don't really know if it can be considered as a surprise, but I still thought about their actions as a very sweet thing.

However, as I'm all prepared to blog about the cute pre-birthday celebration I had with the girls. I kinda feel it's a waste for me to not blog about that night. So here it is, a little bit and bit of my New Year's Eve.

I went to Johor Premium Outlet with the Baby during the day. We went there to get his friend's birthday gift, also to check out the place. Apparently, we don't really enjoy shopping there when the weather is so damn hot! If you are considering to go, go there later in the evening when the sun is not at the tip of the sky. If not you'll be sweating to death. I would say, it's a good place to shop for cheap branded stuffs.

The Ayer Hitam Huge Paos!

After arriving back at BP, I had my dinner, went to get the netbook I left at Baby's place, fetched Vivian and Wen Qi, and went to Penthouse. LOL Why am I so busy even on the last day of the year? BTW, I saw many familiar faces upon arriving there, I guess Shin Lei and Pao made a very wise choice for the venue.

Blogging as soon as I arrived, they were telling me to stop because I was ignoring them. LOL

Btw, I'm not a hardcore blogger, just that I happened to have my mini netbook with me that day.

The messy table after they gave out the party packs. Damn noisy!

The girl whom I unknowingly spent 2 continuous New Year's Eve together, Nelly!

Acting sober, wtf!

Then 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2.....1!

Woohoo! Happy New Year! Happy 2012!

I failed to shoot a video during the countdown because it happened to suddenly. But I shot a random video of us and the crowd right after the countdown, when the place was still very noisy and we're all excited. I brightened the video a little as it's dark.

Forgive me for the lame CNY part. :P

Group photos?!

That's when Kenneth appeared right in front of me and I went "Eh??!!"

After the session, Vivian and Wen Qi and I was like "Eh, drank so little only, second round!" LOL it's funny when 3 girls are craving for alcohols and have no where to go. The party that we're invited ended and we heard that there're raids everywhere, so we ended up at Pelangi. It's great to have a little session with them, we even chatted in the car for hours while I'm waiting for my man. We talked about everything and I really appreciate them for listening. I know they love me for listening to them too.

"True friends will listen to your problems, but never judge" - quoted by Wen Qi.

I really enjoyed the night spent with all of them,

the fun and noise,

and all of your company is the best beginning for my year!

There'll be lots of changes in this year and I really don't know how to get a New Year resolution in such situation.

I believe that it'll be a tough journey, but I shall keep all of you in my mind and be strong all the way.

Yes, baby, I saw you that night so you're included too!

LOL

In a Glimpse of an Eye.

2012-01-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

Year 2011 has ended. It's like yesterday that I was so excited to welcome 2011, as my birthday of the year would then be 11.1.11. LOL I know it's lame but yea, I was pretty excited okay? Well, everything happened so fast and so many things happened this year. It's kind of a different year compared to the 17 years before this. Few days ago I actually went through all my blog posts in this year just to catch up with all that happened this year, and I would like to do a recap of it. Readers that had been following my blog since earlier this year would have known all these though.

Just the beginning of the year, I celebrated my 18th birthday. I was pretty excited to be at a legal age and I felt like an adult. Yea I thought I would be #likeaboss but after being 18 for almost a year now, I realised it's not really just about the fun, but also about growing up and being independent. BTW, someone most important in my life appeared at my 18th birthday. The cute one that made me feel like an adult and kept me company all the way. My beloved pet sugar glider, Cookie.

My first ever pet, I'm glad she's been healthy and good throughout the year.

The process of getting my beloved can be seen here.

As I was waiting for my SPM results and had nothing to do, I decided to get a part time job to keep myself occupied. The many experiences of working in the F&B field kind of already made me felt bored about it, so I decided to help out as a teaching assistant in a childcare/kindergarten. It was indeed a very special experience for me. Being more of a caring person, being more of a patient person, being more of a motherly person...Indeed I learned a lot! And it really make me wanna be a mother. LOL WTF but yeah, it did come through my mind, just for a while lahhhh. :P

Also the first time in my life, I used my own money to get myself the first best gadget of my life - My waterproof camera, Sony TX5. It might sound cheap for you, or something normal to you, but for me it's different. One of my 2011 new year resolution is to be an independent daughter, judging the fact that I'm already 18. And really, the camera has ever since become another of my greatest companion. Brought it to wherever I go and capture everything, even in water! LOL

I did a few video covers with my brother, Kenneth Koe since this year. I remember having a new year beginning with the cover of Linkin Parks's The Catalyst, also there's that very lame video of him being a crybaby in the end. I know my singing is not as good as professional singers, but I really enjoy it. So do my friends. Besides, the too-free-me then got a lot of ideas for DIYs. The colourful Easter eggs that the sister and I painted and the beautiful paintings I did for my room, kept me comforted as my artistic skills are still in me. LOL

Then there's the biggest and most unexpected change in my life, my results and the golden lottery ticket in my education journey - the scholarship to Canada. Being raised up in a medium class family, I'd never expect myself to further my studies in overseas. What I expected myself to do is, Form 6 then a local university, that's good enough. But who would expect myself to get a JPA Scholarship? Gosh, even mentioning about it now I still feel thankful to God for giving me this special chance. I would say, it's a combination of my hard work, my family's prayers and luck.

And thanks to this opportunity, I got to experience something I never thought I would. A year of Canadian Pre-University course in Taylor's, when I didn't even bother about CPU before I was arranged to go there. Fortunately, it turned out to be one great thing. I got to stay at a foreign place, a hostel filled with scholars like me, I made new friends, I experienced a different learning style, I learned new stuffs... Most important of all, I grew up.

Everything in this journey has been pretty special to me, I find myself changing a lot this year. In terms of look? Yes, from a kiddy look person I find myself becoming more and more older looking or what the Chinese call 'cao lao'. And also, my skin condition has gone from bad to worse, really terrible looking worst. However, I'm currently under medication that I believe will get me out of this fugly-ness. One thing is that I actually became the person who had zero confidence without make up in between this year, until I decided to really not care about what people think about my look and just be myself.

Grown mature? Yea, but wait, that's me with make up.

The picture I can get of a clear looking non-make up me. Not pretty but yea, that's me! :)

Mentally wise, yes I do changed a lot too. Like I said earlier, I grew up. Idk, I just felt like I'm no longer as cheerful and carefree like I used to be. I don't really see things as simple as I used to, instead I looked into a deeper perspect. I don't really like the lack of cheerful-ness within, but I know it's for a better good. BTW, the family and the most beloved man Gideon, has been here with me through the ups and downs. I'd learned to really appreciate and cherish my family, and even got homesick when I stayed outstation, which I'd never expect this to happen to me. And yes, the relationship between the man and I still remain sweet and steady throughout the year.

Throughout the whole year, I'd never forgotten my beloved high school mates. Even though this is the first year of me not going to a public school, I still hang out a lot with the darlings. No matter in BP or KL, of which gangs, I always make myself available to meet them. They are the one that understands me the most, and also the ones that I trust the most. Well, so I'd chosen to end the year with them last night, and we had a blast.

So, 2011 has ended, just like that. It's like in a glimpse of an eye and 'Pop!' it's over. I guess, 2012 won't be as simple as it can. It's already started pretty steeply for my family, and then there'll be that whole departing friends and family part, and then the new environment part, and the never ending unpredictable stuffs. I really hope this year will be a good year, at least things go smoothly and happily for myself and all around me. I do not believe that the Judgement day falls on 2012, instead, it's a year of changing. A change for the better world. So, I'm just gonna live my life to the max! Happy 2012! :)

P/s: I'm turning 19 in 10 days time! >.<

Happy 2012!

2011-12-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

Countdown with the girls, cheers!

An early Happy 2012 to all of you out there.

P/s: The blog post for the recap of 2011 is drafted today but I couldn't make it. Will be up tomorrow. ;)

O Tidings of Comfort and Joy.

2011-12-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

*Yawns*

Woke up at eleven, had my brunch and had a nap back till five.

I really feel like a pig but then, I hadn't had a good rest since few days back.

This is what I call a holiday.

And oh, Happy Boxing Day!

As usual on Christmas eve night, the family and I went to church to celebrate Mass.

This time, we had little children performing a play as the opening and also some carols from the Chinese group.

The little kids performing were soooo cute we couldn't stop laughing.

And btw, this is the only family photo we got that day, pretty blurry. :(

After Mass, I went to meet up with Baby Gideon and off we went to celebrate the night.

The family had a drinking session as well but I thought since I hadn't been celebrating Christmas eve with my baby and since I'm gonna spend my whole day with the family on Christmas day itself,

I shall be a bad daughter for a day. LOL

Why most of his friends become single this year? Why no girlfriends to keep me company?!

They even told me, "Actually you no need come also can."

So mean!

But I didn't care, I syiok sendiri-ed and had quite some fun, so do them!

Never did I expect myself to be drunk that night, and even puked after I went home.

The funny thing was the next morning when I thought my Mum would scold me,

They laughed at me instead.

Mum, "You know last night Wendy vomited in the toilet and suddenly went all silent, I thought she fell sleep in the toilet already!" *Troll face*

Sis, "Huh, wings harden already huh?!"*Another troll face* (It's a Chinese translated verse.)

Ikr, they are mean but still my family is cool. :P

Btw, we spent the whole Christmas day preparing for our grand party,

Cooking and arranging and packing and arranging and decorating.

And the night arrived!

I invited some of my close friends to the party.

But the thing is I have my relatives, friends and bf around I really didn't know how to keep them company all the time!

Lucky that they have each other and also the food to keep themselves occupied,

And as for the bf, there's Mandy's bf to keep him company for some time.

I really feel bad if they feel I'm not a good host that night,

But I'm really glad they came and we had some nice sweet time.

Fireworks brought by Mandy.

Sincerely, thanks for coming,

I know I left out lots of friends as well. Don't hate me, I invited pretty last-minuted! :S

Unwrapping the gift time!

I got presents from the Mum and sis, the nieces and also the godbro and his gf.

Love the presents so much and really thanks againnnnn! :D

The Chivas was for the family, not me. LOL

So fast, it's one day passed Christmas and all the efforts made were finally paid off,

We finally had a good rest!

I actually still feel Christmas-sy now and am still listening to Christmas songs. :P

It's a really great Christmas spent with my family, friends and my baby,

In this beloved hometown of mine.

All so familiar, comfy and heartwarming.

I wonder how would I feel next year during this season of time,

Probably, crying over homesickness?

And btw Baby, there's no need to get me anything because the best gift for Christmas is you. :*)

An Early Merry Christmas.

2011-12-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

At TBS.

As expected, I would be pretty busy after coming home from the IELTS examination.

I was busy practising for the Christmas carol, and also doing some Christmas preparation and shoppings and bakings with the family.

And finally yesterday, the carol was a success.

The carol this year was filled with little kids, since the youths are getting lesser and lesser each day.

Even our 2 Santas are little boys!

And yes, both my nieces and both my sisters joined us for the carol this year! :)

If you follow my Twitter or FB, you'd realised that I was very excited with Christmas when I came home for the holidays.
My sisters had really did an awesome Christmas decoration for this year's celebration,
As we'll spend Christmas here in BP this year because of me.

I was welcomed by the Christmas ring and the snow sprays as soon as I opened the gate that day.

Then when I wanted to open the door, look who welcomed me instead?

Ho Ho Ho, Santa!!!

The altar was nicely lighted up too.

Closer view of the crib.

Paper Santa and Paper Frosty the Snowman

Sis Juliet and her daughters made this Santa basket filled with chocolates, and that's Mum's home-baked cookies!

Lastly, our most blessed Christmas trees, filled with lots and lots of pressies under the tree!

I'm just showing off my wonderful home, and these are not just all.
The family really put up a lot of efforts for this year Christmas,
As I won't be around for the next Christmas and probably the next few years as well.
I feel kinda bad making them tired and fussing over it,
But then, am excited as well!
I hope it'll be a merry blessed Christmas for my family, so do you.
An early Merry Christmas shoutout to all of you out there!
May the God bless you and your family.

♥ them.

End of Semester One. - Part II

2011-12-18T18:24:00.001+08:00

Back in BP now for my 3-week left holiday!

Well, I'm inspired to post this now as I just got my results on the internet today.
It's pretty good for me and I'm very satisfied.
(Though as compared to other scholars I think mine is like the so-so ones. LOL you know right, they're geniuses.)
It's worth messing up with my sleeps and eating orders at the last minute before the examination.

*****

So during the examination season,
I'd decided to stay over at SS15 instead of my hostel because I'd been sleeping non-stop when I see my bed.

Pao was my host for a few days, since her roommate Michelle had graduated from SAM and left.

The sweet her took a good care of me,

Made sure I was safe home every night, woke me up in the morning, lend me all the necessities, even secretly made breakfast for me before she left for class!

I was done preparing to go to class when I saw the breads on the table.

So 'Awww...' right?! The essence of chicken was from my sweet mum actually. :3

We also asked Jessie out for dinner in one of the nights,
It's my first time having a meal with her after moving here for so long!
The hardworking her had to stay back after her examination because her lecturer was already teaching next sem's syllabus! Kesian!

The specky us! :)

Even though staying over at Pao's place stop me from sleeping too much,
But each time I see her I just couldn't stop talking.
I got sooo many stories for her and we really couldn't control ourselves.
So, I decided to go over to main campus to study every night.
I'm fortunate enough to meet the whole new gang of CPU night owls that literally stays there.
Even though I got distracted by them once in a while,
But it's better to study and got distracted than being unable to study at all!

#1
There's this one night that Thedy tied his cardigan onto his head like how I usually did.
Then he got bored and started to dress up like a lady and harassed people!
Imagine this, the boobs were made out of A4 papers.

With that spoilt umbrella he went to an unknown A-level student and started harassing him. Damn epic!

#2
I brought Teddy to Pao's place to stay as there's no extra pillow.
But then, due to some circumstances I had to leave it in college for a night.
I never expect this, but I was really kinda worried about my teddy that night,
Maybe it's because I sleep with it every night.
And as I expected, many people actually dominated my Teddy, till it became stinky! D:
That's JiKee the kidnapper and my Teddy.

#3
And then there's Zid and Jessie Ma's love story adventure.
LOL I never knew the guy I thought who's #foreveralone actually could create such a fuss over a relationship!
I mean, the people around him created the fuss for him.
LOL it's fun to overlook what happened to them.

Jessie Ma, I know you love me. Don't kill me!

#4
We also brought our CPU hoodies to take group photos .
That's Jessie's black butt and my white butt.
Our butt are almost the same level. LOL

Endless sleepy nights!

Weeeeeee almost all of us! :)

So... there's more but that's all,
I'm lazy to post more.
Glad to know all these people and enjoy with them,
Just that it's sad some graduated just after I knew them for less than a month.
I'm still gonna enjoy CPU next semester with those staying back, don't worry. LOL

P/s: Although I posted so much good thing about Pao just now, I want to explain: SHE'S NOT THAT GOOD AFTERALL. She actually took a picture of me falling asleep while studying, and even posted it on FB! I was like DAFUQ but then okay lah, it's for people's entertainment. I shall forgive her then. :P

(Mosaic-ed the picture so that it won't frighten my readers away, she didn't mosaic it before she posted!)

Christmas shopping, not quite done yet!

2011-12-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

Wells, I went for some simple Christmas shopping at Pyramid with Missy Mabel Loy yesterday.

Though I'm not quite done yet, I'm glad that I'd settle a few of them.

I guess I should continue tomorrow, after my IELTS exam.

BTW, Mabel was my driver yesterday!

Her driving skill was.... SCARY!

I was keep telling her to slow down or focus,

Felt bad to be so annoying but really, I was kinda worried for my safety.

Afterall I don't wanna die so young.

The reason someone wanted me to go with her is to company her for her naval piercing.

She was like,

"Should I do?"

"Okay not?"

"My belly very fat lah, Jaycee thought I was pregnant!"

"But then I slimmed down a lot dy, should reward myself"

"I'd been wanting it since 16 you know!?"

"Okay let's go... Wait, what if I don't know how to take care of it?!"

"What if I get fat after this?!"

Well, there're a lot more of such sentences Idk how to end them. :P

She ended up really going, and was pretty satisfied with the outcome.

Tadaa!

She even made me video the scary piercing process,

I was so afraid my hand was shaking and shivering.

Timid right?

That's the reason I never wanna be a doctor.

Not many photos were taken as we were busy shopping and chatting and eating.

Even though something not-so-happy to her later at night,

It was still generally a good day spent with her.

I believe she thinks so too, Ikr, hanging out with me is always the best thing!

LOL!

Girl, hang out with you again next sem!

XOXO

P/s: The End of Semester One - Part II is in process, too many photos to edit. So, I'll post them asap after my IELTS exam! :)

End of Semester One. - Part I

2011-12-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

The above picture was taken on the last day of Movember.

Like so fast, I'd finished my first semester in CPU.

I still remember back then I didn't know anything about the course,

I thought it's something like A-levels, all about exams.

But it's not! Not at all.

(Maybe it's because my lecturers are mostly Canadians that CPU is sooo lively and interesting.)

Half a year is like a day.

I didn't know time passes THIS fast, imagine one more semester similar to this and I'll be flying off to Canada already.

Arghhhh I'm so not prepared to leave Malaysia!

Back to the topic,

The 4 subjects that I was taking this semester was great.

None of them was the really stressful and scary type, plus my lecturers were all-so-awesome.

On the last week of class, we took many pictures for memories!

Advanced Functions 12.

Well, the earliest class I have every morning,

8.00AM when I was still in the 'I-don't-wanna-wake-up' mood, I have to face with AF.

Maybe it's because of this reason Miss Joanne said our class was the most quiet class compared to others. LOL

Btw, Miss Joanne's like one of the best Advanced Functions lecturer in CPU,

Lucky for her that I got to understand well.

And besides, I enjoyed sitting beside Saras and bullying her non-stop,

And the always-sleeping Ahmad Iwan!

Wilfred, think of Advanced Functions, think of 2.7cm! :D

ENG3U.

The 'lebih' subject in preparation for ENG4U next semester.
The subject itself was so-so but having Miss Minor as my lecturer was great,
She'd made the lesson much interesting then it's supposed to be.
She's always sooo helpful and she loves to act a lot,
I'm soooo gonna miss the way she flips her hair! LOL
Can't imagine how? Here it is, view it and you'll faint and ask "Why you lecturers so awesome!?"

International Business.

Great picture isn't it?!

The awesome-ness of the picture reflects the awesome-ness of the class.

I can say, IB is the best subject I had this semester.

Mr. David had made the lessons really interesting and I'd really learnt a lot things here, judging from the fact that I was in Science stream back in high school.

Well IB is the subject that I'd get hungry naturally everyday.

Idk why, maybe it's because my lecturer's Mr. David?

I somehow had to bring different snacks to class everyday or I would steal from my classmates,

Mabel was affected by me and she hated me for making her fat. LOL

I had a Mister Potato lecturer thanks to Movember!

Business Leadership.

Weeee the smallest class I'd ever been to!

I have only 11 classmates including 2 of them who left halfway, so it's 9 in the end!

However, I'd made a few good girlfriends there in the class at least.

Miss Hacker has a really funky personality and she's really cute.

She's so excited when we had our cheese party few weeks ago. LOL

Cheeseee!!!

Thank God I still have another semester in CPU because it was really a great journey,
If not, I'm most likely to be emo now.
LOL
There's another Part 2 coming up soon about my examination days, probably tonight of tomorrow.
Stay tuned! :D

XX - VCR

2011-12-03T14:14:00.000+08:00

When I find myself by the sea

In another's company, by the sea

When I go out to the pier

Gonna dive and have no fear

Temporary.

2011-11-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

Judging from the previous posts, I think my blog is beginning to turn to a ranting and emotion-releasing space.

One thing I like about my blog is it states all the cheerful daily things that happened,

That give me good memories when I read through them.

I'd like my blog to stay that way.

So, I guess I'll just stay away from my blog for a few weeks.

Since I'll be having my final examination soon,

I think it's a win-win solution that I get to focus on studies as well as maintaining the quality on my blog posts.

Don't worry, it's just temporary,

The exams will be over after two weeks and it'll be my holiday by then.

I think things will sure get right at that time.

So, do stay tuned to my Twitter or Facebook for the 'reopening' of my blog.

It might not be just a new blog post,

But a whole new wendyvazzy.blogspot.com.

P/s: I received a lot of comments and messages about my previous post,

I really, really appreciate all of them. I mean it.

The reason I didn't reply was that I don't know how to, I was just too grateful within. Thanks.

It's just a process and it's a matter of time. I will get over it, don't worry.

No Longer Like A Boss.

2011-11-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

Life change, people change.

I'm no longer 100% that Wendy I used to be.

Like this picture, just black and white with a little smile.

I'm no longer like the girl in the header,

Bubbly, cheerful and friendly all the time.

Yes those characteristics are still in me, just that they're not there in a whole anymore.

I still remember back when I was in primary or secondary school, I was like the head of gangster.

I order people, guide people, advise people.

Friends call me 'boss'.

But now,

I act like a little girl sometimes, wanting to get pampered by everyone.

I depend on my bf all the time.

I remain silent when I got bitched by others.

I cry when I'm weak.

When I met a few of my high schoolmates last weekend,

They said they could see the changes as well.

E-chuen reassured me that it's alright and was like "Woah, 女大十八变!"

LOL

Maybe she's right, I'd changed to be a more feminine girl at the age of 18.

Idk whether it's a good thing or a bad thing,

I mean I'm supposed to be more independent as I'm leaving for Canada next year.

But then at least it suits my size right,

Tiny and ready to be protected. :)

Still smiley when there's so many awesome people keeping me company!

If you'd follow my Twitter or even my Facebook status recently,

You would find that I'm currently very emotional.

I cried a lot, out of nothing.

That is why I said, I'd changed.

Not 100% me anymore.

I think partly it's PMS working on me AGAIN.

So yea, if you find me with a teary with eyes this few days, just remained silent and don't ask about it alright?

Because, I don't know why I cry as well.

Tarzan is the Best!

2011-11-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

It's a Friday night and here I am,

Sitting in McDonald's blogging out of boredom since the BF has group study with his friends.

Looking at the table beside mine, I saw a mother and son around the age of 5.

The mother is sipping her Coke alone and her son was playing Angry Birds on the iPhone.

Kids nowadays... *sighs*

Few days ago, I went for lunch with a few IB classmates of mine.

We started with the topic of movies and Idk how we went into Disney movies.

Wilfred was saying the best Disney cartoon is Lion King,

Then it took me a very long time for me to figure which was my favourite.

And I remembered, I used to watch Tarzan like 926018165 times when I was in primary school!

That's the best cartoon ever!

Till today I'm so addicted to this song. ;)

After that during our final IELTS class, we had speaking session over 'favourite tv show when you were young'.

Everyone was sharing all sorts of childhood series like

Art Attack, Doraemon, Powerpuff Girls, Slam Dunk, Popeye, Power Rangers, Barney and etc.

I actually started singing each cartoon's theme song whenever they say any programme automatically. LOL

Those days were really awesome,

I wonder if this boy beside me knows Barney or Popeye.

*sighs again*

PPG!

I had a very bad homesick on the day before that,
And the memories about all these childhood programmes and all the songs actually cheered me up a lot.
I was telling someone about how I miss my childhood and he said,
"I thought you don't have childhood one?"
Then I'm like "OMGEEE You watched my youtube video??!!!"
It's like my first self captured video during Secondary 2 and just not long ago I showed Meimei about it,
I browsed it and watched again.
And it cheered me up even more!
LOL

Watch it if you understand Chinese!

If it's not for this spontaneous video, I wouldn't have aware of my talent in videoing. :P

I'm just posting this as I see the kid beside me,
It's like a random post and I know it's super unorganized.
So, sorry for that.
Do watch all the videos if you're having a bad day, 'cause it'll cheer you up!
I'm glad to grow up with such a wonderful childhood.
Thanks to my family.
And and, can't wait to see them again this coming weekend! :D

Don't You Ever Leave Me Like He Does.

2011-11-13T12:42:00.000+08:00

Baby and I.

The month of November is really a very busy and stressful month for all CPU students.
Assignments, ISU, Essays, Presentations, Proposals, Portfolios, Tests, Quizes,
Then Exams will be at the beginning of December.
OMG, this is so scary!
I never expect myself to be this busy, since CPU has been pretty relaxing and fun for me since it started.

Even though I don't usually show others the emo part of me.
I have to admit that at this stage I'm quite stressed over what's going on to me.
After all I'm a scholar now and I've to keep up to good grades in order for me to pursue up to Canada.
The stress caused by my work and also my surrounding have really make me start to get homesick,
I miss Mama's homecook food and nags, my niece's noise, my Papa's sense of humor and guitar, my sisters' kepoh-ness...
Maybe it's because I'm too used to being home almost every weekend.
I really wish that I can go back next weekend,
But my time is currently very packed.
Just next week itself I have 2 presentations, 1 test, 1 proposal due, 1 essay due.
Idk whether I can make it, hmmm.... :(

One lucky thing was that Mr. BF stays around here and if I don't go back,
I still get to see him during the weekends.
Each time I see him I feel great,
And if I'm down, I feel better.
It's either I'll laugh over his idiotic actions till I feel better,
Or I cry to him over my problem till I feel better.
Like yesterday, I told him that I think I'm homesick and he told me,
"Don't worry, I'm here to take care of you okay?"
Awww baby why you said like that you make me cry you know?!

Gosh, I'm really becoming more and more dependent to him!
Yesterday when I watched the video of Katy Perry's The One That Got Away,
I wonder how would I survive if one day Baby leave just like that.
*Touchwood touchwood*
So, for the video assignment that LIVE club had given to me,
I decided to do the cover for that song!
It's an assignment, I'm not THAT free ok?

Btw, do enjoy!

P/s: I'm blogging while resting over writing my essay, so gotta ciao now,

Good luck to all SPM-ers! :D

An Evening in the Garden.

2011-11-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning having the dream of myself going swimming with my friends like Celia, Cha Yee and Mandy,

I remembered myself dreaming of going for Segenting for seafood with Pao, Michelle and Fiona Tan yesterday midnight as well,

I remembered the part we came down of the mountain and lost our way.

LOL wth I know all of these are a weird combination but I don't know why I just dreamed of all of them.

And now I'm missing all of them! AGAIN!

Speaking of high schoolmates,
I'd been missing my high school times since I went out with a few of my friends to celebrate E-chuen's birthday earlier last month.
We went there after the World Food Day event at Taylor's.
Celine and Bang Yin came over to Subang campus to join Pao, Shin Lei and I.
The event was very fun and successful!

We dropped by RT Pastry to buy the birthday cake before leaving for Sunway.
Upon arriving, we rushed to buy the birthday gift and met up with missy Wen Qi.
The birthday girl herself decided to have a meal at Garden Lifestyle Store and Cafe since none of us been there before.
I'd been passing by the store for so many times but I didn't know there's an outdoor part where we got to see the whole of Sunway Lagoon there!
Waiting to surprise the birthday girl with the cake!

We wanted to surprise the girl when she arrived but then ahem, PHAILED.
But, she's still very happy with it right?
Look at the pretty girl, I'm really jealous of her dimples!

Green tea cake from RT Pastry.

I think we sat for like almost 3 hours there,
We ate and continue chatting non-stop after finishing our meal.
As usual, we're updating and gossiping all about ourselves and others throughout the meal,
It's like a blink that I'd left high school for 11 months.
So yea, we sure had a lot of things to talk about!

Last but not least, group photo! ;)

We went shopping after that,
E-chuen was non-stop saying that I'd grown smaller in size after so long.
I was like wtf how can I grow backwards? LOL cute lah her!
I was very into Chatime and Gongcha for that time and somehow managed to stop myself from buying one that day (Though I couldn't resist and bought one the next day),
But, look at the greedy WenQi and her greedy face!

I was very happy that day, kept telling E-chuen.
"Hey, it's my first time hanging out shopping like that with you right? Not even during high school time!
And it is fun! We should do this again!"
Frankly speaking, back in high school,
We're like all from different groups of friend that chat nicely in school but seldom hang out together.
And it's great to chat with people that I knew for so many years!

Camwhored while waiting for Baby to pick us up!

I initially forgot about my promise to blog about this day,
But having those dreams last night just reminded me again.
I really had a great day that day,
And I can't wait for the next to come girls! :D

Song For A Friend.

2011-11-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

I just came back from a heart to heart session with a collegemate.

We barely even have a meal together, or sit together in the bus,

But each time we had the chance to be just the two of us, he'll automatically tell me all about him.

I wonder why, but yeah I don't mind being his listener.

The conversation only made me realise that I want to cherish my friendships even more,

Miss you all and take care girls!

And to you, here's a song for you, and good luck! ;)

Well you're magic he said

But don't let it all go to your head
'Cause I bet if you all had it all figured out
Then you’d never get out of bed
Well no doubt
Of all the things that I’ve read what he wrote me
Is now sounding like the man I was hoping to be
Keep on keeping it real
'Cause it keeps getting easier he'll see
He’s the reason that I’m laughing
Even if there’s no one else
He said, you’ve got to love yourself

He said you shouldn’t mumble when you speak
But keep your tongue up in your cheek
And if you stumble onto something
Better remember that it’s humble that you seek
And you’ve got all the skill you need
Individuality
You’ve got something
Call it gumption
Call it anything you want
Because when you play the fool now
You’re only fooling everyone else
You’re learning to love yourself.

yes you are
you are
yes you, you

There’s no price to pay
When you give and what you take.
That’s why it’s easy to thank you.
You, you, you, you, you

Let’s say take a break from our day and get back to the old garage.
Because life’s too short anyway but at least it’s better than average.
As long as you got me and I got you
You know we've got a lot to go around
I’ll be your friend
Your other brother
Another love to come and comfort you.
And I’ll keep reminding
If it’s the only thing I ever do
I will always love you
You, you, you
You

It's true I love it's true
It's you I love, it's you I love, It's you, It's you I love
It's true I love, it's true I love
It's you I love
It's you I love, it's you I love, it's you I love
I love you I do

oh and it's you I love

It's you I love, it's you I love, it's you, it's you I love
It's true I love, it's true I love, it's true, it's you I love
I's you I love, it's you I love, it's you, it's you I love

And I love I love I love
And I love I love I love
It's you I love
It's true
See my love my love my love
You see my love my love my love
It's you my love my love my love oh

(Jason + chorus)
Climb up over the top.
Survey the state of the soul.
You’ve got to find out for yourself whether or not you’re truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it, Take control
And inevitably wind up
Finding for yourself
All the strengths you have inside still rising
(x3)

(Jason)
Climb up over the top
Survey the state of the soul
You’ve got to find out for yourself whether or not you’re truly trying
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it, Take control and inevitably wind up
Findingfor yourself all the strengths you have inside

Life's Like That.

2011-10-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

What?!

I know I know, I shan't do any promises on blog anymore,

Because I always break my promise whenever I say wanna blog this or this or what and when!

SORRY.

But being in hometown for a week is just like heaven,

There's too much temptation;

Food, friends, family, Korean drama etc etc.

This week has been pretty meaningful to me.

Like I tweeted few days ago,

'The meeting up with various people this week really got my mind thinking'

I'd been meeting up with a lot of people this week,

Mandy, HuiWen, WenQi, JiaTian, XinYue, Vivian, Leonard, ShiLong, ZiShuang, Grandma....

I had really good chats with them.

Either the things that they mentioned, or their life experience that recently happened to them,

Had given me sort of a wake up call.

Life is full of unexpectedness.

Your grandparents might leave one day,

Your sister's friend's sibling might be that long lost classmate of yours,

Couples might break over small issues,

Friends might quarrel, and might not patch up one day,

Your ex-preschoolmate might be a dad already,

Accidents might happen to anyone, even your closest ones,

The baby you babysit might be your child for the rest of your life,

That friends you always hang out with might become couple....

In just one week time, I heard of so many stuffs like that.

It got me sooo emo since I was also having PMS.

In life, people come and go.

I'm really gonna appreciate the people around me,

And I'm so gonna live my life to the max, no matter what risks I'm gonna take!

Btw, this week was pretty much a great week for me.

I didn't take any pictures during the meeting up with the people throughout the week because my camera was with Baby.

On Friday, we celebrated little Denise's birthday.

Her birthday's on 2nd Nov but we celebrated earlier since dad is free and I'm here!

The hot mum decided to get her daughter a pinky fondant castle cake for her and surprise her.

It's soooo dreamy!

I love where every little detailed part was taken into consideration!

Then the parents and us decided to surprise her with a bicycle in Tasik Y,
Surprise PHAILED but she was sooo happy to receive the gift!

The pretty sisters!

Last night,

I went partying with the bf and his gang, and also Miss Vivian!

It was a great night, we had lots of fun.

LOL I went crazy but that's because the bf was there and I knew he'd take good care of us,
And he really did! :3
Hot chicks, LOL

Photographer Kong and CSheng

Idk what was I doing there, and look at Vivian staring at me like that. LOL

Hell yeah, I love both the man and woman up there!

It was really a good way of spending my last night of this holiday.
Endless emo nights filled with thoughts and a bomb happy night for the end, great huh?
I think this will be the last fun holiday I have before my sem break.
I have so many ISUs and assignments to due and the major exam after,
I hope I'm able to cope well! :S
Baby, thanks for tolerating with me all the time okay?
I love you very very much and I'll try to be good all the time.
Hehe

Talent Show at Taylor's.

2011-10-24T12:44:00.002+08:00

My tee says 'Playfツl'!

We had a Talent Show at our main campus 2 weeks ago, 13th and 14th October.
It's basically made up of performances by students and lecturers in Taylor's Pre-U courses.
However, Idk what happened that 90% of the performers and audience were from CPU.
LOL
We did the same performance for 2 days so that more people get to witness the awesome performance.
Cool right?

Wells, I took part in the Talent Show along with L.I.V.E. club.

A club that I joined earlier this sem that sings and dances and has lotsa fun!

We’d been practicing very hard since a few weeks before the big day.

We stayed back at college till late in the evening,

Every practices that we had was tiring but fun!

Take 1 - Failed.

Annoying Ray. =.=

Take 2 - Yay succeed!

So on our big day, we gathered early at LT2 and prepared.

Changing, practicing, make up-ing… The theatre was pretty busy.

It’s been a long time since I had full make up on my face,

FYI, I had been controlling very well since my face complexion became this state.

It took me some time to get it done but I like the outcome!

Pretty eyes. LOL But I know, still bad complexion.

Chanting and cheering session with Mr. Rose.

4 more more more!

When it’s finally our turn,

We gave our full energy and focus to perform.

We were singing and acting and bouncing and were just having fun as if we're not in front of a huge crown.And amazingly we really rocked the stage!

I stole pictures from Joy's FB page,
And these were pictures from the second day of the show. :)

We were so excited after performing on the first day,
We went back and were screaming and laughing and were 'fighting for credits'!
Just look at our faces, so happy!

L for LIVE!

I went back to LT1 to watch other performances for the second half after that.
I hadn't been watching all the performances because each time we're having rehearsals,
We're busy practising among ourselves.
And seriously, the performances were all so awesome!
Especially the rapping and beatboxing part by Mr. Layng, Mr. Boucher and Mr. Loria,
I was screaming and cheering all the way because it's so cool!
I actually took a short video of the cool ending for their performance. Enjoy!

Yes-they-are-my-lecturers-and-Idky-they-are-so-cool.

I rushed back to gather for the final number.
We sang "Home" by Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros,
Yes! Gossip Girl's soundtrack in S3E6, Enough About Eve!
The singing were led by Ms Eileen and Mr Rose,
Guitar by Mr Rose, Drum by Mr Tan and Harmonica/Blues Harp by Idkthenameofthecoollecturer.
We the performers just came in halfway during the song and did some cute parts. :)

Additional camwhore pictures before-during-after the show!!!
Poor-puppy-look by the girls. LOL

Amanda and Krystal.

Tilt head to the left picture.

Wiggle wiggle wiggle!

In conclusion, the Talent Show was what we call truly awesome.
We were so excited when it ended on both days,
Though we were like half-dead-tired on the beginning of the second day. LOL
I'm really glad to be part of the show, even though it was just a small part of it.
Seriously, I found more life in college after taking part in LIVE and the Talent Show.
Yes, I found life in LIVE. :P
Thanks for allowing me to take part peeps!

Ending this post with the flower given by the lecturers after the show! ;)

Busy, and That's Life.

2011-10-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

The Cute ♥, quoted by the Chatime cashier yesterday. :*P

Wells, I had pretty much a few very busy weeks going on recently.

I was kinda restless but I really enjoyed it as they made me feel like I'd found LIFE in college.

I wanted to blog about them but there're 2 tests coming up on Thursday and Friday,

Advanced Functions and International Business shit. :S

I don't wanna rush a post without putting 100% sincerity in it.

Since I'm having a 1-week holiday next week,

I'll be blogging about them after this week alright?

To be coming up soon:

Talent Show.

World Food Day and Garden with the highschool mates.

Best event ever happened at Casa - Yung Xin's birthday

Going for class now and revision after this,

I really hope I can do well in the coming test.

Fingers crossed,

And wish me luck ok?

Till then, XOXO.

SIFE World Cup 2011.

2011-10-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hi, my name is Wendy Vaz and I'm from TCSJ Malaysia.

I went as an observer for SIFE World Cup last week,

The Canadian team called up Taylor's CPU and invited us for this grand event.

Basically, only Business Leadership students were given the privilege to have the chance to attend and I was one of the lucky one!

We went as part of the Canadian team and were even given a Tee when we arrived,

Tadaa! The S size is still very big for me. :S

We were kinda shocked and amazed by how many people were there and how grand the event was.

The first team that we watched was our team, from Memorial University!

They presented very very well and I really enjoyed their presentation a lot,

Our team was so supportive that we cheered and clapped pretty loudly when they started and ended. :D

Su Jane camwhoring with her cartoon face while waiting for the next presentation.

I wonder what ugly face of mine is that.

After watching a few other teams, we went for our lunch with a few other coursemates.
The food weren't that good but then having able to eat with the girls is good! ;)

Big mirror = camwhore? LOL

The banners and flags along the corridor, nice right?

The only team we managed to watch after our meal was the representative from United Kingdom,
The room for the Malaysian team's presentation was way full when we arrived.
The UK's room was pretty full as well, we ended up standing at the end of the room.

The UK teams presentation ended pretty late,
So we didn't have to time to go for the last session presentations.
We chilled and chatted and camwhored and wandered around until the bus came.
It was so fun! :P

Some of our camwhoring pictures.
We heart silly faces! :D
E-jia ♥

Babe, I was blogging this when I received your text message! So touched!
Don't worry I'm fine now! Love you so much! :*)

Pinching Mr D's head. LOL

Pictures stolen from Zai-lii's blog and Mr D's facebook!

All of us just dozed off in the bus on the way back to college.
Although it was quite tiring,
It's really a very good experience for me!
Besides being my first trip in college,
I actually learned a lot of presentation skills and was motivated to do like them in my coming ISUs.
And and and,
I'm really touched by the stories about the needy and the things that the representatives done to help the needy all over the world.
SIFE has really brought a lot changes to many lives!

BTW, I found an article written by the friendly Ms. Amy Harder about her experience in leading the Canadian team to KL.
It's quite meaningful to me, do click here to read it!

Skyscraper.

2011-10-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

Shot from Dress Up Week in college few weeks ago.

As usual, the cheerful me.

Idk what is happening, everyone around me seems to be so emotional and sad.

Emotional over friendship and passion,

Emotional over sick relative,

Emotional over heartbreak,

Emotional over studies and stress,

Emotional even over the weather...

And now, I'm having the heartache looking at all of you.

I too have all sorts of reason to be emo about but I'm not.

I had piles of works and my schedules were sorta all messed up, but I did not really feel emo even though I was quite stressed,

Just a little bit of rantings and ice-creams and I would have felt better.

I know it may sounds like very easy and very shallow to be cheered up like that,

But that's how I make things work for me.

Life is always changing and it is unpredictable,

As God doesn't always make things go according to our will.

There're always times that we feel like it's the end of the world and we wanna give up,

But it's not the end, it's just a challenge God has created for you and me.

He wants us to be strong, to keep on moving.

To be the one that is worth to be alive.

I really think it depends on how we view things, whether to take it optimistically or to give up.

Things will get better, trust me.

Just cry it out, clear your mind,

Get the purpose, and keep on moving.

You can do it!

I'm here with you because I have faith in you! ;)

A video for all of you emo-ing, just find that it suits your minds. LOL

"You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am;

Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper;

Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground;

Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper"

BTW, after all the emo and sad-sad stuffs,

Let's enjoy the random pictures on Dress Up Week that happened few weeks ago in college,

I was viewing the photos on FB and I thought it's worth to share with you readers.

I did not participate actively 'cause I was lack of costumes,

So you can find that I'm not in most of the photos. LOL

Most of the photos are stolen from Nivedha and Jonathan's albums.

Backwards day - Bad hair day - Hippie day - Disney day - Goth day.

P/s: I do not own copyright on any of the photos, like I said, I stole them from others' albums.

And as for the emo stuffs, I'm posting NOT because I think I'm a very strong person or I'm superman,

Nor I'm trying to be a noble person,

Nor that I'm a person who don't get emo or anything.

It just happened that I'm in this clear state of mind now and am able to see things through when you can't,

I'm just posting this out of my heart, hoping to bring you out of this state;

I have no other meaning.

So, please do not take this to seriously and hate me or spam me.

I'm just speaking the words from my heart.

Thank you.

His 21st.

2011-10-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

If you're a friend of mine on FB or Twitter,

You would have known that last Sunday, 25th of Septermber was my beloved Baby Gideon's 21st birthday.
We celebrated the birthday one day earlier at Daddy Village.
Baby always likes things to be simple, so we had a simple good meal with his mum and dad and a few of his close friends.
That's the best thing to do actually!

I brought the cake to the restaurant but Baby didn't want to cut it there,
He said his dad would surely sing very loudly and it'd sure be very embarrassing. LOL
So we brought the cake back home for the little celebration.

I decided to buy Baby a '飛' cake since he's like a super mahjong kaki.
I asked Mandy to help me order it as I was in KL, thanks a lot Mandy!
As you can see, the cake was supposed to be a mahjong tile but Idk what's wrong with the baker,
Why did he/she make it square?!
Use your logic lah, have you ever seen a square mahjong tile?
I was kinda disappointed when I saw it but still,
Great thing Baby still liked it a lot. :)

Wondering why baby was laughing so happily or why there's a guy wearing like a scarecrow there?

Baby had a 'live band' for his birthday that night!
It all started with Baby's dad playing the guitar and his friends started to dig out all the instruments/costumes or whatsoever they could find and made super noises out of them.
Some even danced like chicken. LOL
It was so damn hilarious and so damn noisy!

Situation out of control.

I wonder how Baby's mum could get so used to it she just continued to watch her drama and read the papers when all of these happened.
Even I who was just the photographer (not in the band) got so tired after a few songs,
Baby was also kinda tired but I wonder how his friend could have so much energy and played non-stop.
They kept shouting "Encore!" and Baby's Dad would be soooo glad to play a new song. LOL

Finally, formal group photos.

That's Baby ki-siaoing with his hat bought from Vietnam and my shades.

After that, his friends had a 2nd round celebration with him at 12AM sharp of his birthday.
As usual, they bought the super oily butter cream cake and smashed it on the bday boy's face.
I was in charge of taking video and Mr Eng Kiat was in charge of taking photos,
So sorry there's no extra photos about how cool it was.
As for the video, I kinda failed at uploading so, sorry again!

That's my sexy baby, took off his shirt because he knew what they planned to do.

Baby's birthday was so simple but it was so damn fun.
That's what he would like, simple, but surrounded by his besties' love.
Right baby?
If not then come we have second round next time okay? LOL
Awww my little baby is all grown up now, feel so sad to let go!
(As if I'm older than him. :P)
Just hope baby can have a great year ahead,
Cookie and I love you always!

The photo that I posted on FB and got like 105 likes for it.

That's for not having photos of me and him all the time, people feel like "Wow! Rare!" and like it. :)

Raya Hols Part III: Catching up with the Highschoolmates.

2011-09-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

After so many days with family and jobs, I finally had time for my friends on Thursday of the holiday!

As dated by Callie, Pao and Nelly, we went to Anggun's open house on the 3rd day of Raya.

We had a simple meal and great chit-chat session that updated all of us of other classmates,

And we also tasted Anggun's homemade cookies.

Anggun, you're a potential good mother lah! :P

Us.

It's great to hear from Anggun face to face rather than on Twitter,
Sad to say we didn't meet others like Auni and Fatimah and others though!

Then at night, they had planned a BBQ party cum gathering at Nelly's place.

Around 20 of us from TIGS gathered together, most of them are the ones in Inti now though.

It's great to see so many of them after so long,

Many has changed in terms of look, dress up, or even the way they act.

I'm really glad to able to meet up with them and find out how much they'd changed.

Nelly the host, I, Mandy

Me shooting Nelly and her shooting me with the water guns. Just posing actually.

The ones that were really playing and got all wet.

All of us, trying to post so that our faces don't look fat. LOL

It's great to have soo many of us here! :D

I heard them saying that the compound beside Nelly's house has a special playground before,

But I never expected it to be THIS cool!
There's like so many things there, and the most cool thing is that it was all built by her retired neighbour with his bare hands.
Can't imagine right?
I should have take pictures of all the equipments,
But I was having too much fun till I forgot. LOL
Here are a few of them:
Pirate ship.

Flying Fox.

It took me a long time and a lot of courage and a huge scream to try this, but it's all worth it!

Treehouse. Like, REAL treehouse!

Vivian and I were like oh-that's-a-must-see! so both of us climbed up like kids.
There's this light bulb over there and I told Vivian,
"Eh, take photo under this light bulb! Very pretty one leh!"
She went and tried and was like, "Wah true leh! I look pretty here!"
ROFLMAO Vivian don't kill me!~
Her, posing.

Me, nice lighting right?

BTW, there's a rocking chair on the treehouse too!

I didn't dare to sit at first as I thought it looked creepy. LOL

After the party, I asked Mr. Baby G to fetch me home.
I told him I was hungry and guess what,
Iwentforsupperat1amandiknowitsnotabigdealbutwhatiatewascurrychickenwithrice.
Yes, CURRY-CHICKEN-WITH-RICE at 1AM.
FML I was already fat and I ate like that again that day.
I was nagging non-stop that I'm fat and it's sinful but I continued munching as well. LOL
~~Kill me, please~~.

On the following day aka Friday,
I met up with a few Interact club friends at Rengit Coffee.
Jason planned the gathering and it sorta failed judging from the number of people that attended but I still thought it succeed as we're able to chat well like that.
Thanks Jason, it's good to be able to gossip with you guys! :P

Then in the evening, I met up with Jia Tian, Hui Wen and Mandy.
It was a rush meet for me since I had to fetch my sister after work and it's the only time we can meet.
Jia Tian was leaving for Sarawak the following day so yea, sad to be able to update with her for like 45 minutes only,
We got like 986429364 words to say yet so less time, sad!

Taken with JT's new 550D, except for her photo taken with my TX5.

There's this quote that says,
"Over the course of an average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin, some weave their way through your life and disapear forever. But every once and awhile someone comes along who earns a permanent spot in your heart." - Author Unknown
I'm glad that I'm still contacting with all these highschoolmates of mine,
I really hope they'll continue to be the ones that I stick to and cling to for the rest of my life.
It's really a great thing to be able to see you all during that holiday,
Hope to see you all soon again!
xoxo

Raya Hols Part II: A Zoo Trip.

2011-09-24T17:16:00.000+08:00

After 15 years, I'd finally went the zoo again.

My sister Juliet wanted to bring her kids somewhere so that their holiday didn't seem pointless,

Her initial plan to go Malacca was to shop at Dataran Pahlawan only.

However, we suggested to go to the zoo since the kids hadn't been to one before,

(And I was kinda poor during that time and didn't have much money to shop so I tried my best to stop them from going so I won't suffer. :P)

So there we went, a one-day-trip to Zoo Melaka on Independence day!

We started travelling after breakfast that day forgetting that it was public holiday,

And we got stuck in the parking lot for a very long time since it's so full.

Hmm.. One thing was we didn't expect there're still many people that would go to that Zoo.

LOL

Tickets before entering!

The first thing I did when entering the zoo was to queue for the toilet.

And I was so suey that Miss Red came to visit on that day!

Luckily I had sanitary pad standby-ed in my bag,

I was like rushing to get it done when sooo many people was out there.

LOL I know I'm gross, sorry! :P

Then we began our journey in the zoo.

I'll just let the photos and the captions lead you through the blog post alright?

Fully and comfortably dressed up for their trip!

The first thing that welcomed us at the zoo! Mr. Parrot!

Squirrel Monkey, so damn cute right?!

Some animal that I'd forgotten the name, look like a huge guinea pig right? It swims!

The fat and lazy Tapir. LOL

I wanna be as tall as a giraffe!

The little girls also went for horseback riding too!

Mr. Dad brought them since they were both timid girls, LOL

Them, Dad looks cool in the cowboy hat huh?

Dad and Melissa.

Dad and Denise.

BTW, Michele and I both agreed that Dad looked exactly like Rango that day!

Don't believe? Don't worry, there's a comparison here:

Alike right? Hahaha, damn funny! :D

So after our trip at the zoo, we went to Dataran Pahlawan to shop for a while.
I did not buy much, just a little.
There's a little decoration for Raya at the stage there, it's quite special though.
Everything like comic, done on cardboard.

The cartoon Vespa. LOL

We dropped by Batang for the damn delicious Assam fish for dinner after our trip,
I was too hungry to remember to take a photo of it. :D
My day that day was busy,
I even went to Penthouse directly after arriving BP to meet up with Celia and ChaYee.
Happy happy! :D

Raya Hols Part I: Of Raya's Blissfulness.

2011-09-23T03:04:00.000+08:00

In the beginning of the Raya holidays, I worked as a promoter at Charlie for 3 days.

It's my first time working there and it's pretty much a new experience,

I got to know new people and know more about cameras!

Having lunch at Sushi King, spending like 25% of my one-day salary already. ><

Dion. :)

I know I know,

Most people think like, "What? I thought you're studying? Why work when you have only one week holiday?!"

Since my holiday has 9 days, I'd still have 6 days to catch up with my family and friends right?

My schedule for that holiday was kinda empty for the first 3 days,

And Emy called so randomly out of nowhere to ask me about the job,

Why not get a little bit of extra income since I'm so free?

Us with our booths!

P/s: I know I look so damn super tiny there! :P

The day directly after my 3-day job there is the first day of Hari Raya!

You might be wondering why was I so excited over Raya when I'm not a Muslim,

Let me tell you, I have Malay relatives and I celebrate Raya too. Cool huh?

So on the morning of the day, I dressed up in my one and only Baju Kurung and off we go to Uncle Lloyd's place.

Me and Grandma with her Kebaya and the maid with her brand new Baju Kurung too!

The thing that I anticipate most every Hari Raya is to taste the so-damn-delicious food cooked by my beloved Aunty Nab.

She's such a great cook and baker, envy her to the max!

Just take a peek at the food here,

Hungry already right??!

I'd been missing the Hari Raya food cooked by her for the passed 2 years as I worked at McDonald's during the holidays.

Although Aunty Nab did pack some for me last year,

It just felt different than eating on the spot with relatives around squeezing and chatting together.

Then hanging out at the living room eating some biscuits and gossip together,

With my nieces naughty-ing around...

Ah, I felt so blissful that my Raya this year was awesome!

Nieces, with their Baju Kurungs.

Melissa's teeth stained by F&N Strawberry drink.

I wonder why MOH didn't ban this drink for having so much of artificial food colouring.

Them them!

LOL

After studying at outstation for almost 2 months,

I was really happy to be with my family for as long as a week;

And also to meet my grandma and relatives at Uncle Lloyd's house.

Even though most of the relatives weren't around when I visited that day,

I actually got to meet them separately in different ways either by arrange or by luck.

God works in a mysterious way, doesn't He?

I'm really glad that we're bound tightly together and have a close relationship,

Many things might be happening now but I'm sure we'll get through it.

Like I'd always said, I'm proud to be a Vaz and I love all the Vaz's. :)

"Mei Mei!"

2011-09-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

After so long, I'm finally gonna blog about things that happened in my life rather than announcing another delay.

I had been editing and saving pictures that I want to blog about each time I was free,

And the photos that I'd found done edited and ready are about something that took place even before the Raya holidays.

LOL it was Mei Mei aka Hui Ting's birthday!

So before her birthday, I contacted missy Kai Xin aka Hui Wen's cousin aka one of Vivian's gang at Taylor's aka birthday girl Hui Ting's high schoolmate to plan about the surprise.

We planned, discussed with others and decided on what to do.

The surprise was carried out on the day before her exact birthday due to some reasons.

On that day,

Kai Xin, Mei Mei and their another schoolmate Kar Joon went for movies at Pyramid first.

What she didn't know was that we were also going there and we're gonna have dinner together!

As planned, we bought the cake and searched for her present while they're watching their movie.

Then we waited at Bar.B.Q Plaza to meet 'em.

We lighted the candles as soon as I contacted Kai Xin on the phone,

Then we realised we lighted it up too early and it had almost finished melting.

We were so gan-jiong and was so worried. LOL

Luckily they came on time!

I called "Mei Mei!" as soon as she walked in the door and she was so shocked and happy to see us.

Like this!

Swaying and dancing, happy right? LOL

We sat down and celebrated the ceremony,

She cut her cake and we had our meal!

It was an enjoyable meal since the food was great,

Though it was kinda awkward as the 2 groups didn't really know each other except me.

Her, cutting her precious cake!

Her highschool mates.

Her college mates/housemates except for Niv.

Her college mate that has the same height with her and the one who came kepoh.

Our meal!

It goes according to order, look at the difference in the first and last picture! XD

BTW, I still remember the joke-of-the-day on Mei Mei's birthday!

It was about Baby's comment on my photo.

The day before we went to Pyramid, I cooked for the beloved girls spaghetti for dinner.

It tasted so-so but I was so proud of myself.

So I took photos to keep as remembrance.

Then I took a picture of myself with the spaghetti too.

However when I was so proud of myself and showing off to Baby that night when we were having supper,

He was so excited about this picture and said,

"Hey! Why your face same as the spaghetti sauce one?! Or did it splash on your face or what?!"

I was like @$%$@#!!!! when he said that and all my friends laughed like mad.

Although sad but it was true and so damn funny, I even had the nick "Bolognese" after that. LOL

FYI the birthday was on 21st of August,

So you can see this is a super delayed post.

I hope you don't mind as there will be many other delayed post coming up soon.

For example, my next post will be about my awesome Raya hols.

Although it's delayed it's still part of my life and something worth to be mentioned about right?

Do stay tuned! ;)

It's back, I'm coming back!

2011-09-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

*sighs*

College and technology has been trying to sabotage the relationship between my blog and I.

I'd been struggling very hard to get to her,

just that it seems we're strong but still kinda affected by her.

It's been 3 weeks since I'd last touched her;

Her sense, her curvature, her warmth...

I missed all of them.

You might think that I'm dramatising it but that's partly the truth.

As you'd seen in the previous post, you would know that my netbook broke down.

The retailer store guy told me it'll take less than 2 weeks to be done but it took 2 weeks plus to be done.

I finally got it back on the day before yesterday.

I was so happy to see her alive and ~~without burnt smell again~~! LOL

Me, my mysterious green eyes and her.

If you noticed that I took her upside down, I'll tell you why.

Mr. BF asked me the other day, "Why did you buy HP's netbook? Because when upside down the logo is 'dy' is it?"

LOL clever or not?!

I didn't know my netbook has my name on it! XD

However, as I finally got her back and thought I can finally blog,
I realised that this coming week will be super busy for me.
I've to stay back after class and take the 6.30PM bus from Monday to Thursday this week!

And I even have 2 tests on Thursday!
I'll be so stressed and tired,
So I guess the blog is gonna wait, AGAIN. :(
Luckily there's a public holiday on Friday, it cheers me up a little!

And as I mentioned earlier technology was playing a shit in my life
I tell you, 2 weeks after my netbook broke down, my mobile phone broke down too!
Unlike my netbook, my 2-year-old phone has been repaired for 3-4 times before and each time costed me around RM100,
I decided it's not worth repairing it anymore.
So, I got myself a new mobile phone!

I got myself a HTC Wildfire S.
Around RM800 for an Android is not bad since I did not want to spend over much on a phone.
Some friends that are used to using good phones were saying the Wildfire is slow and it sucks and all,
But so far it's been good enough for me.
Maybe it's because I don't really use a lot of apps,
And the phone is fat and short just like me! LOL

I guess I'm gonna stop here now,
I'm not done with my homework yet and it's already late.
I'm sincerely sorry to all my friends cum readers of the blog,
Thanks for constantly reminding me to update it.
I never expect people to be aware of this dusty little blog which was left unattended for some time.
I really appreciate it and I promise I'll write great posts after my test!
You reminders and comments has motivated me to keep my blog alive. ;)

I'm Not Dead.

2011-08-24T17:37:00.000+08:00

In case you're wondering if I'm dead,

"Hi, I'm Wendy and I'm still alive! Great to meet you!"

LOL

My netbook is still spoil and I've send it to be repaired,

I'll only be having it back after the Raya holiday.

It sucks to lose it for now since I have like lots of homework that requires that nasty little book,

But I guess I'm still lucky enough since it's holiday next week and I get to do homework on my desktop.

Just so you know, the story behind the wreck in my netbook was soooo damn hilarious.

It happened that day when I was using it beside Gideon,

I just switched it on for less than 30 minutes and seriously it's not that hot yet,

I smelt something burnt.

I was like, "Did you smell something nice? Like someone is roasting something."

Gideon sniffed and said, "No, it smells like something's burnt."We both turned and sniffed here and there and looked and the netbook and sniffed and looked at each other.

I was soooo shocked and screamed like mad!

Then, I switched it off and ignored it for days before I switched it on to transfer the datas out.

Btw, the smell was still there.

Well,

This is just a random update from the college's computer.

Can't wait to go back.

Wait, I'm gonna have my dinner first! Stomach's growling like mad!

So yea, bye bye!

P/s: Celine was here last week! :*)

Home.

2011-08-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

Ohemgeeee my blog was officially DEAD for 2 weeks plus already!

I was too busy with tests and presentations last week,
So I delayed the photos till this week.
But then, when I finally wanting to blog yesterday,

My netbook went nuts.

Like, real nuts.
So here I am, blogging from my library's desktop to apologise.
Sorry peeps, I hoped to blog too!

Jessie even posted on my FB wall to remind me that my blog is dead,

Felt so 'awwww" but at the same time sorry also. LOL

So what's been happening to me was that I'd been back BP for 2 consecutive weeks during the weekends and for the rest of the weekdays,
I was packed with homeworks, assignment, presentations and tests.
Life's been pretty hectic,
But at least it's better than the lazy days I had for more than half a year last month! :)

*********

For the first weekend,
Baby and I took bus back and he drove back up KL after that.
It was our first time travelling long distance on public transport! LOL

It was pretty great to finally meet up with my family members that I hadn't been seeing for 3 weeks,
First time in my life I left them for THAT long.
Say hi to us and my naughty little nieces!

They really missed me, especially Denise.
She's like asking this and that and was being oh-so-sweet!

Well, I'd also met up with my babes in DRA-GANG.
Only Mandy, Celia, Charmaine, Sheue Fen and I were there,
But we pretty much updated each other about life and it's already so good.
Can't wait to see all of them on the coming Raya holiday!
I wanted to have dinner that day so Celia introduced me this rice-in-bamboo thingy in Sunday Cafe.
Indeed, it was pretty nice, and special!

Pretty Mandy and I.

I wonder what were they doing, candid!

Us, taken by the no-camera-skill waiter!

Well and as for the following weekend that I went back,
It was pretty much a last minute decision on wanting to follow Baby back.
I went back, followed Baby to his friend aka Mr. Wong's birthday celebration and had a meet up with Missy Vivian Siow, and that's all.
She was having her sem break and was like half-dead in Batu Pahat, LOL
The funny thing was she tagged along to Baby's place as they played mahjong.

Had a great time chatting and gossip with her that night, as quoted by her,
"Gossip never end." LOL

Wells, I think that pretty much summed up my trips back to BP.
I'm quite lucky that I managed to transfer my documents and the photos edited-to-be-blogged out although the netbook is spoilt.
(Although I haven't really done with the editings, you can see my acnes all over. LOL)
I wonder how am I gonna blog next time!?
Hmmm.... Ignore it, next time only see how.

A special thanks has to be dedicated to the one who was my company all the time, either in KL or in BP,
He-who-shall-not-be-faced, Mr. Gideon. :D

Our honeymoon! ♥

2011-08-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

Heellloooo!!!

I'm currently under a super good mood!!!

Wanna know why??

Read till the end and you'll know! :P

Back on last Saturday, the few of us who stayed back at Casa decided to have a rest and enjoying day.

So, we went to Sunway Pyramid!

Missy Hui Ting the little but terror one taught us how to go there via bus,

I know like wtf that we didn't know how to but that's the truth. LOL

We were famished when we arrived so we went straight for lunch.

Wanted to have Wendy's since it's 'my' shop but it was full, so we went to Popeye's Louisiana instead.

Are you ready for the food?

Nahhhhhh.... I forgot to take photos of the food,

I was too hungry by then so I just grabbed the food and went CRAZEHHH. LOL

After the meal,

We went around shopping walking laughing resting controlling ourselves budgeting blah blah blah.

I really enjoyed a lot since I hadn't really shopped like since one month ago?

Candid shot,

I know it's damn nice and you won't believe,

but I really accidentally shot this when I wanna take another photo!

Feminine me, ROFL

We were so tired and thirsty after walking around for hours,
So we decided to stop by at My Honeymoon Dessert.
We ordered our dessert through the cute menu that they have,
Everything in the menu looked soooo tempting and we had a tough time deciding what to order.

The various sweet and tasty desserts we ordered, I'd forgot the name of them but they all tasted great!

Me and my pretty mango with soy bean curd thingy.

And that's us before the dessert came, You Jia went MIA. LOL

After the desserts, we hanged out for a little while more.
That's when we came across some Shell cum Ferrari Roadshow thingy there,
2 Ferraris were displayed there along with some sales.
We were like "Woahhhhh~" and we took turns to take photos of it. LOL
When will I get a chance to just have a ride in it? Hmm...

We camwhored a bit before leaving too.

Hui Ling.

Jaryn. Pals, she's Mdm. Teng's niece!

Nivedha.

And this is my beloved xiao mei mei, Hui Ting. I'm so tiny already and she's tinier than me!

All of us are from Johor except You Jia and Hui Ling! Johor rules! :D

Blame them, they forced me to do that. :P

I had a great time hanging out with the few of my new friends over here,
It's our first time going out on a real shopping like that right?
Macam honeymoon jek, LOL
Thanks for the company!
Next time, we go Mid Valley and KL okay? LOL
I love ya'll and of course, I still love and miss my friends back in BP. ;)

And oh, the answer for me being so happy is..............
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Tadaaaa! My babi is finally back from Sarawak!!! :DD

TGIF!

2011-07-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

TGIF, I can finally sit down to have some good rest on this long awaited weekend!

I wanted to finish my homework tonight so I can have a REAL good rest after this but Idk what’s God thinking, my unit’s wireless network isn’t working!

I have like a gazillion of homework that require me to online to do them and I’m going to have a weekend without wiFi. FML

So here I am in my friend’s unit using their connection, I feel so thick-skinned and shy!

Someone whom I thought would be a very important person in my life had just left me a few days ago,

Apparently she wasn’t as important as I expected her to be. LOL

Yup, it’s this girl, my first ever roommate - Missy Hwee Sze!

She’d left Taylor’s to pursue what she really wanted and what suits her most.

Even though it’s really a pity and everyone seems to disagree with her action but it’s her decision,

It’s what affecting her own future and I’m pretty sure she knew what she’s doing.

So yea, All the best girl!

We had a simple farewell for her the night before she left,

Housemate Yu Xuan brought her guitar last weekend and so I borrowed it to play some farewell songs for her. LOL

We had a great and fun meal, had some precious last moments together.

Eating chatting gossiping laughing singing camwhoring,

Kinda good way to bid farewell to our one week relationship though.

My housemates!

The one beside me is Niv, and that’s Yu Xuan, Hwee Sze and Nachal in front!

I have another senior Wanda too, she wasn’t there that day.

Stupid faces HAHA.

Group photo taken by the stupid waiter, so damn far and blur.

Hey girl, I’m really glad to meet you and have this one week stay with you.

You’d been pretty ‘cincai’ to tolerate with the noisy and lazy and messy and dirty me,

Thanks a lot lot lot.

It’s like a special experience to stay with someone I didn’t know before for one week,

I know you felt that way too right?

Remember, “One day when the sky is falling I’ll be standing right next to you~”

I hope that you’ll achieve whatever that you’re opting for and you’ll be strong enough to face this tough phase of your life,

Just drop me a call if you need someone to talk to. ;)

And oh, thanks for not scolding me because I sang non-stop everyday too. LOL

***

Besides, for the 2 weeks that I'd been here,

I actually met up with quite a number of my beloved high school mates already.

First I met up with the few from UCSI and the few from Sunway and of course the few from Taylor's Subang last Saturday,

They came all the way to visit us and we had a good chat.

Too bad I was rushing due to the orientation and only met up with them for about one hour for the bah kut teh session,

Wished I could stay longer!

Amanda Chong, jealous not? LOL

I also met up with Vivian, Bang Yin and Celine last Thursday,

Took the shuttle bus there and back via the shuttle bus too.

I told Gideon, "Must quickly use the bus before they start charging us next week!"

LOL

Celine and Bang Yin had finally started their college life at Lakeside campus,

They'd just done with orientation this week and will start their class next week.

The ones that I guess I'll meet pretty often after this.

Well, I know you'll be wondering like,

"I thought she's in her friend's unit and is supposed to be doing homework?"

LOL

I actually drafted this blog post on Microsoft Word when I was in my unit just now,

Photos were editted beforehand too.

So I'm like just copy and paste and edit bit by bit now.

(Had the mood to blog so I was pretty motivated to do all these. XD)

Gonna get back to work now, bye bye!

Be Strong.

2011-07-25T01:32:00.001+08:00

My blog had been super boring and super dull and my readers went half already, FML.

I think the main reason is the previous few posts are filled with my un-make up faces and all readers had gone like,

"Oh so ugly one this blogger, don't read her blog anymore dy lah!!!"

LOL That's why I uploaded a photo with make up on and with a little bit of edits as header photo today. :P

So the first week of my college life has finally passed,

Lessons had started and we're already having homeworks and assignments and little presentations.

Since CPU is like 70% coursework and 30% exam based programme,

Every work seems to be very important.

We're actually asked to talk a lot in class,

FML 'cause I'm that kinda person who brags a lot but when it comes to formal thingy like that, I'm dead.

Say hi to my friends!

This was taken on my dinner for Friday,

Some were not there though.
Glad to know you all, seriously! ;)

For CPU, our lecturers are like 90% Canadian and 10% local.

So some of my friends find it difficult to understand for the lessons,

I'm lucky I understand though there're still some exception when they speak too fast or there're some bombastic words.

However, I find it pretty hard to understand business subjects since I was in Science stream last time,

I'm still working hard on it.

Food is where I vent my anger and how I release stress.

Nah I was lying I eat like that all the time, not only when I'm stressed. I'm like a hungry ghost.

Maybe it's the beginning and many of us haven't really cope on it,

Many of my friends seem to be so tensed and stressed.

Ahh people, just confide it and cry it out to the one you trust most and YOU'LL BE FINE!

I did that and I'm moving forward already. :D

OMG did she just said she cried?

Yea you didn't read wrong, I cried.

Even a happy-go-lucky girl like me cries, why can't you?

LOL although I cried because I had some other problem too lah,

Don't suan me when you see me lah alright?? Damn menge-xiasuey-kan leh!! XD

LOL other friends and family back in town,
Don't worry, I'm still okay.
This is what everyone will face and I already prepared for this,
Look at my photos and you know, the sampat spirit is still there and I'm doing okay.

A little song for all of you, especially those who're feeling tensed,

We're all clever people right?
Nothing's gonna fail us, let's chill and enjoy our college life! ;)

College's begun!

2011-07-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

Surprised to see that I'm blogging so soon when I bid farewell on the previous post like I'm leaving somewhere pretty far and not seeing you all soon?

LOL, I TOLD YOU that it's only KL mah, and I seriously didn't expect to get internet connection as soon as I checked in on Saturday.

Judging by the time table and informations I got today from the orientation,

I think I'm not gonna be THAT free this week.

Classes are gonna start tomorrow and we have like many extra thingy to be done so here I am to blog now first!

So on Saturday, the parents and Michele the musang sis sent me all the way up Subang for the registration.

Registered, had my ID card done and all, listened to the briefings from both Taylor's and JPA representatives, and off I checked in to my accomodation!

The parents fetching me early that morning.

I met my roommate the moment I entered the unit.

And to my surprise, she's also from Johor!

Though it's Segamat but to be from the same state made me feel more close and comfortable.

I chose the bed near the window, then we cleaned up and unpacked.

I had great chats with my roommate and I'm glad we get along very well.

This is my bed.

Simple and sweet right?

Teddy's here with me too! :)

And this is the view from my window at night,

Damn nice right? Especially the moon which happened to be so big over there. :)

The view of the building from the mamak at Level one, my room is one of it I think.

Simon and Kishan came all the way to pick me up for mass on Sunday morning,

I didn't want to go but I'm glad they forced me to,

I felt so comfortable when it ended.

They even brought me for lunch after that, how sweet of them. :D

First time there, Church of Christ of Divine Mercy.

THEN,

It's my orientation day today!

I had to wake up at 7.00AM because our bus has only 2 trips, the 6.45AM one and the 7.45AM one,

And I'm supposed to take the 6.45AM one now that my classes starts at 8.00AM. FML

Ah back to the topic,

I was kinda excited for it but it kinda disappointed me.

I was expecting some ice-breaking and fun activities but NO we didn't have them,

It's just briefing and briefing and briefing. LOL

I know it's good that I'm really well informed now but erm, lack of fun lah.

And that's my ID card,

The photo is so damn ugly, but natural right since I'm really not pretty. FML, ah LOL

Though I said like the orientation is not fun right,

It's actually still fun 'cause I got to meet many new friends today.

Most of them are scholars 'cause we practically hanged out together among us only,

LOL.

Let's hope our new friendships will be good ones,

Glad to meet you all girls! ;)

I think I have to stop blogging now,

It's 11.15PM and I have to wake up at 6.00AM tomorrow.

First day of class, kinda nervous so, wish me luck!

Finalleh, I'm leaving for college!

2011-07-15T15:06:00.004+08:00

So here I am, blogging on a moody rainy Friday evening,

Finally done with the packings and comfortably sitting on the sofa waiting for my Mum.

I'm going to check in for college tomorrow! Like, finalleh!

However I'm gonna overnight at my kampong house tonight since it takes 2 hours to KL from there,

Which means I'm able to sleep for one hour more before travelling if compared to here. LOL

You might be wondering,

What did I do for the passed few weeks at home, when I'm not working and not studying?

Well, things had been pretty simple to me.

Staying home, reading a book or watching a drama,

Or randomly hanging out with various friends.

First I met up with this little junior of mine, Sherri 2 or 3 weeks ago,

Fetched her from tuition for the sake of visiting my beloved Miss Ong.

(Great to see that she's still doing good!)

And oh, congrats Sherri for becoming my heir in Interact Club.

Totally unexpected but hey, I'm sure you'll do great! Good luck! :)

Then I met up with these 2 pretty Form 6 girls in HSBP.

Felt so weird to see them in this uniform,

I still miss the pinafore-uniformed TIGS us! :S

They're both soooo talkative and fierce, I'm afraid to hang out with them! D:

The one and only member of my band The Blaque, Mr. Kenneth Koe.

You may view the last two covers we did last week here.

Great hanging out that night Kenneth, the video will be nicely kept in my iPod,

Make sure you keep mine nicely at your android too! :D

Simon and Alex from Kluang.

They came for some outreach with Brother Adrian, so Leonard and I kept the nicely attended while waiting for the Chinese Mass in the evening.

The 4 fatties. LOL

I'm not done yet, I know I know it's already a long post. Be patient, LOL

I met up with the STFU production again few days ago.

This time, I joined them for their Epic Meal Time video.

First time in my life I had 2 burgers in a row, I know I'm fat already but I don't care!

Cheeeeeeeseburger!!!

I know it's a weird combination again, me and them, but thanks Isaac aka Mr. Editor for asking if I wanna tag along! ;)

I went for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows with Celine Tan on 13.7.

Yeap, we went for the first show in Batu Pahat! Cool right?

Not till you see this, she's even cooler.

She actually dressed Potterish to watch the movie,

Notice the tree-branch wand and the paper Gryffindor tie. ROFL

It all ended, but Hogwarts is still in my heart! :)

With Mandy Lau Yee Jin at MCD last night,

Celia and HuiWen were there too but I don't wanna post their photo again since they're already up there. LOL

Mandy, tell you a secret, you're the one I missed most and I'm really glad to see you last night! :*)

I had uncountable outings with my sisters and nieces.

Always fun eating ones. :P

Dinner with my family, Mama Papa and Grandma.

I think that's enough on the outings and hangout photos,

My page is flooded by photos already.

What I wanna say is that even if I leave for college, I won't forget any of you up there,

Or the ones that I wanna meet but couldn't meet...

ZiShuang, ZhongJian, AhTeck, ChaYee, XinYue, WeiShe, Jolyn, DRA-GANG babes etc etc etc.

I'll take care of myself well and buck up over there,

It's just KL, not Canada yet, we'll meet up and update next time I'm back alright?

Last but no least, let me post a photo of the one I'm gonna miss the most!

My little Cookie!!!!

I'm gonna leave her at home first for the first 2 or 3 weeks,

Wait till my next visit back only she's coming up with me.

I really hope I can bring her along to my hostel, if can't, then she'll be staying over at Papa Gideon's place.

Hmmm... Cookie please take care yourself well we'll meet soon okay?

Mama love you!

P/s: To those who don't know where I'm going and all.

FYI, I'll be doing International Canadian Pre-U aka ICPU at Taylor's College Subang Jaya and I'll be staying over at Casa Subang.

I'm not sure whether I'm gonna have time to blog or I'm gonna have internet connection for the first few days, I'll update you guys as soon as I can blog alright? xxx

Empty, but delighted.

2011-07-11T18:43:00.000+08:00

I woke up this morning, having the weirdest dream.

I dreamt that I was in my primary school building, with my secondary schoolmates, attending college.

A combination of all 3.

Already weird, I saw my deceased aunt, Aunty Maureen.

I ran to hug her, but I couldn't get her.

I started to weep bitterly,

I missed her.

She was just there, not talking,

Smiling to me warmly.

I don't know why, I just had the feeling that she knew I'm going to college,
A new chapter of my life is starting and I'm excited but afraid.
It felt like she's here to tell me,
"You're all grown up now, do not be afraid,
Go ahead and strive for your life.
I'm so proud of you."

Empty but delighted,
Reminded of her lost but at the same time thinking that she came and visited me,
I'm ignited.
I'm gonna make you proud aunt.
I'm not gonna fail.

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

- David Harkins (British Poet and Painter b.1958)

Just STFU and listen to us, The Blaque.

2011-07-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

Hey ya!

I'm supposed to blog yesterday but I had a sudden gastric attack that kinda spoiled my plan for everything.

So here I am now, recovered from my sudden ill,

Blogging with full of passion, ready to share something interesting with you.

Are you ready?

The Blaque's next cover is finally up!
This time, Kenneth and I did a cover on Daughtry's version of Poker Face.
I'd fell in love with this song for a long long time,
I love how Chris Daughtry sexy voice made the song so special.
I wish I have such special voice too!

BTW, here comes the funny part!
We wanted to do a love song that day,
So I chose Enrique's Hero since both of us were more familiar with it
I was hoping I can dedicate the song to my beloved Mr. Gideon too,
But something crop up.
Watch it and you'll know, here it is.

ROFL.
I was just disturbing Ken in the video,
'Cause the truth is that we didn't rehearse at all before filming this video,
And we'd sung a lot and he played the guitar for almost 2 hours that night.
His fingertips were too painful till he couldn't really continue/concentrate.
Yea, he hadn't been touching the guitar for some time since he's busy with studies and others.
So, please do not look down on my bro aka the crybaby alright?
LOL and FYI he's just exaggerating with some actings.
So, just ignore him.

Speaking of acting,
Both of us are kinda into acting too recently,
We both joined our friends, the STFU Production to produce a short film entitled HourGlass.
It's finally out and seriously, it's awesome.
Too bad I couldn't share it here, if you're my friend in FB.
Do search it on my wall and watch it 'cause it's oh-so-awesome!

Here's the poster of our awesome short film.

Kenneth look cool and I look so pathetic right?
By pathetic I mean I was kidnapped in the film and I look fat there. LOL

Back to The Blaque,
Idk whether we'll do any new cover soon.
I'm gonna leave for college next weekend, and though I think I MIGHT be coming back to hometown quite often,
Kenneth will be busy with studies since he's having SPM too.
So yea, till then,
Do miss us, we'll try our best to meet up and entertain you guys asap! :)

A Sweet Little Parcel.

2011-07-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

As expected, I received a parcel from Pos Laju on Monday.

Yes, Miss J finally sent me my gift after so long! LOL

Guess what it is?

Tadaa!

It's a cute little teddy, with 2 pieces of facial masks!

A sweet note from the sender.

Miss J, I don't mind that it's super delayed or what,

In fact I actually kinda forgot about it. LOL

Really love it and thank you! :)

If you're wondering why did I suddenly receive a gift from a quite unknown person,
here's the explaination!
Beginning of this year, Miss J had a small event on her blog,
To guess the price of her big teddy named 小西瓜.
Yeap, the one below.

I was like randomly blog walking through my following list and I was just trying my luck up there,
I totally didn't expect myself to win it!
Was so shocked to see my name at other's blog, nicely written for a nice purpose. LOL

She'd sent them since a long time ago but it's stuck in the post office for like months.
At first I was waiting but after that I forgot, and she thought I'd received it,
LOL until some time ago both of us realised it's sent but not received.
So that's it.

Do pay a visit to Miss J's blog too, she's a pretty blogger from Sarawak, same age as me.
Click here to go to her page. :)

Iridescent.

2011-07-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

So last weekend I finally got to watch my long awaited Transformers: Dark of the Moon.

I'd been waiting since last month when I watched the trailers and seen news about it,

Then I got even more excited when I saw my beloved My Chemical Romance sang one of the soundtracks,

Also Linkin Park, Paramore and Goo Goo Dolls.

I wanted to watch it on the first day of release but I was working,

I was like "Aiyer, my Transformers~~" all day.

So finally on my off day aka Saturday, Michele and I decided to buy tickets for the night.

But wtf, we went to buy tickets for 9.15PM show at around 2PM and it's already the first 3 rows left.

You can't expect me to watch 3D from the front row right?

So we decided to buy tickets for the next day, to watch it with ma parents instead of cousin Yvonne.

We didn't know they're having some kinda promotion for buying 4 3D tickets.

We got this fake 3D paper glasses and notebook. LOL

The paper 3D glasses reminded me of The Big Bang Theory, remember the episode that they all bought Slurpee for the sake of these glasses except Raj? LOL

There's 2 vouchers in the notebook too. Not bad huh?

So on the day of the movie,

We had dinner and off we went to BP Mall!

Oh, I forgot to mention that I insisted to go to Big Cinemas because the 3D there is much better than in MBO. (In Batu Pahat)

Me and our tickets!

Sis and our popcorns!

Mum and Dad and the 3D glasses!

We were told no camera in the cinema by the worker, but they insisted to take the picture.

Aikz this old couple, even sweeter than Gideon and I. **salute~**

Although the reviews hadn't been THAT good and it's said to be worse than Revenge of the Fallen,

I still feel it's super duper nice!

I laughed and shed tears, was like soooo engrossed in the movie.

Michele too, I remembered both of us went "Ahhh...." when the sexy McDreamy aka Patrick Dempsey came out.

Even though he's the stupid one in the movie but I still can't deny he's so hot. LOL

And oh, Rosie Huntington isn't that bad either.

I was like "Yikes, who is this ugly girl with thick lips?" when I saw the trailer but than after the movie,

I actually thought she's better than Megan Fox.

Probably it's her British accent that made her kinda classy and smart, instead of Megan's hot but bimbo style. (No offence to Megan's fans out there! I do feel she's sexy, and kinda pretty too actually.)

Okay enough gossips and back to the movie,

Like Michael Bay said, this movie focused more on the real stars of the movie, the robots instead of the actors.

Either the old Optimus Prime and Bumble Bee, or the new roles Sentinel and Shockwave,

All of them were perfectly made and perfectly voiced.

Like how they made Sentinel Prime look old when he's the older generation one, or how he made the decepticons look evil when they're the antagonists.

They're awesome!

And and, the 3D effects were great too!

Go watch now if you haven't watched it, it's definitely worth it! :)

BTW, Kenneth and I actually made a cover of Iridescent, soundtrack of Transformers: DOTM by Linkin Park.

We were practising for this song on the day we did Your Guardian Angel cover but we couldn't get it right.

We recorded it still though.

Say hi to Kenneth's vocal, first time seeing them right?
LOL we, The Blaque, will be doing something soon,
Before I leave for KL next weekend.
So, stay tuned! :)