No Longer Like A Boss.

Life change, people change.

I'm no longer 100% that Wendy I used to be.

Like this picture, just black and white with a little smile.

I'm no longer like the girl in the header,

Bubbly, cheerful and friendly all the time.

Yes those characteristics are still in me, just that they're not there in a whole anymore.

I still remember back when I was in primary or secondary school, I was like the head of gangster.

I order people, guide people, advise people.

Friends call me 'boss'.

But now, 

I act like a little girl sometimes, wanting to get pampered by everyone.

I depend on my bf all the time.

I remain silent when I got bitched by others.

I cry when I'm weak.

When I met a few of my high schoolmates last weekend,

They said they could see the changes as well.

E-chuen reassured me that it's alright and was like "Woah, 女大十八变!"

LOL

Maybe she's right, I'd changed to be a more feminine girl at the age of 18.

Idk whether it's a good thing or a bad thing,

I mean I'm supposed to be more independent as I'm leaving for Canada next year.

But then at least it suits my size right, 

Tiny and ready to be protected. :)

Still smiley when there's so many awesome people keeping me company!

If you'd follow my Twitter or even my Facebook status recently,

You would find that I'm currently very emotional.

I cried a lot, out of nothing. 

That is why I said, I'd changed.

Not 100% me anymore.

I think partly it's PMS working on me AGAIN.

So yea, if you find me with a teary with eyes this few days, just remained silent and don't ask about it alright?

Because, I don't know why I cry as well.